And I have surgery in less than an hour.
I tell everyone I’m not worried yet I do my best to keep my mind off surgery until the last possible moment.
I tell them that I don’t worry for two reasons:
- If the army breaks me, the army will attempt to fix me. Or pay me for my troubles.
- Surgery will happen. Worrying about it won’t make the quality of work done any better.
So I don’t..
Yet I feel compelled, after reading 80 proof scrawl of a wise man spilling his guts out for all to see, to write down my brief thoughts.
I’m such a hypocrite. Or am I liar?