The Only Vaccination I Can Truly Get Behind

I know I wrote on vaccines a while back. My opinion hasn’t changed much, but perhaps it’s a little more refined. My basic issue with vaccines is not the science behind it – rather the people behind it – the government and big pharma (that’s pharmaceutical corporations and companies that deal with any thing medically related).

Anyway – I read an interesting article on vaccination – by ingesting natural honey produced by Bees.

A letter to the New York Times editor about how local honey helps to fight allergies got me thinking, does it really work? I’ve heard about this natural allergy-fighting remedy before, but I’ve always wondered, how do you know it works? How much would you need to consume?

I only use local honey. The wildflower honey I get from a South Jersey honey producer is amazingly delicious. Tasted alongside of the grocery store honey that comes in a little bear, there’s no comparison. I always stock up at the end of the farmers market season so I have enough to last me through the winter.

No one in my family suffers terribly from seasonal allergies. My oldest son and I get itchy eyes and a bit of a sore throat when the seasons start to change in the spring and fall, but it only lasts a couple of days. We wait it out and don’t take any medication.

I wonder if our symptoms would be worse if I didn’t buy local honey? Could the honey mustard chicken recipe that my boys like so much that I may it weekly in the winter be medicinal?

The theory about the local honey and allergies is this: your local bees are more likely to collect pollen from the local flowers in your area. That pollen will end up in small amounts in the honey produced. By ingesting that honey on regular basis, the person eating the honey will build up immunity to the pollens from the flowers in their local region. It’s sort of like a vaccine taken little by little.

That’s the theory. There doesn’t seem to be any scientific evidence to back that up, however. I cant find any scientific studies that test the theory. Even without scientific evidence, this sees like one of those ideas worth trying.There are other proven benefits, too. Honey can immediately sooth a sore throat (whether it’s caused by seasonal allergies or not). It’s a natural, temporary energy booster. According the National Honey Board, it “contains small amounts of a wide array of vitamins and minerals, including niacin, riboflavin pantothenic acid, calcium, iron, magnesium, manganese, phosphorus, potassium, and zinc.”

In addition to the health benefits, buying local honey helps support local honey producers. Small bee farmers are on the front lines of helping to save our decreasing bee population right now, and purchasing their local products can help keep them in the fight.

My question to you is, do you use local honey to alleviate the symptoms of your seasonal allergies? Do you believe it works and why? I’m really curious.

Now that’s a vaccine I can get behind. I trust the bees more than I do the US government and merchants who live their life in their lifelong their ultimate desire: more. After all, bees are just following their nature.
~Wald

“I’ve been watching, I’ve been waiting, in the shadows…all my time”

Just as the mainstream contains the seeds of its own destruction, so does the manosphere….

Whereas the mainstream looks to be torn apart by forces outside of it; some that used to be part of it, the manosphere sees the opposite situation.

It may be torn apart by forces inside of it; some who are newer parts of the manosphere. While outwardly it forms the shape of the antithesis of the cathedral (mainstream), certain elements and variables coalesce into the cathedral 2.0. Like the mainstream, the manosphere contains the seeds of his own destruction.

It would behoove Nero, Caesar, Marcus Aurelius, and the others to stop their squabbling and settle for a triumvirate; that they may then focus their energies on the barbarians at the gates.

The common refrain used to be “Hannibal ad Portas!”. Now only his name is screeched throughout the land.

Shall we come together to salt the lands of Carthage once and for all?

~Wald

Throwback Thursday: On Being German

I had a conversation with my (ex) German girlfriend last year in September. I thought it was interesting and it was one of the conversations with her that made a noticeable impact on me. That is to say, it’s evidence of part of the reason why I liked her as much as I did. When I spoke with her, she would continue with the discourse even if she disagreed with me. She never nuked the conversation just because I said something she didn’t like. She actually gave thought to what I said. In the summer before this, I had several other similar conversations, where she called me a racist, a misogynist, and an asshole. By the time I was done talking with her, she only called me an asshole.

This particular conversation started with me finding a playlist of German songs on YouTube. I was thrilled because they sounded beautiful to me – and I thought they’d sound beautiful to someone who might not otherwise care to hear German spoken or sang.

I say with positivity, that from where I stand, not all is lost with my generation. Or my game is getting better. Either way, I’m moving forward. Or maybe I’m just a monster.

11:19
Me:
This is a good song

11:27

Her:

You mean the song I send you the other day?

11:27
Me:
I guess so
I’ve been listening to it a lot
it’s on a playlist with lots of German musik
it’s German music that sounds nice

11:28
Her:
Hahaha really?! I like that

11:28
Me:
without being dark and metallic like Rammstein
it almost brings a tear to my eye

11:28
Her:
Hahaha
Right XD
Why that?

11:28
Me:
Because
I love German
I consider it beautiful when most consider it ugly
I am proud to know German and to have German blood

11:29
Her:

11:29
Me:
when many Germans are afraid to say the same because of past history
but how can they not be proud?
Germans have contributed much to the advances of science
Much to music with the likes of Bach and Mozart
Mendelsohn
Psychology with Freud and Jung
Philosophy with Kant and Nietsche
Engineering with the quality of cars, trucks, machines, tools

11:30
Her:
Yeah I know… I’m proud of those parts of German history and not of 1WW and 2WW stuff …

11:30
Me:
Efficient society despite all the rules
I accept Germany

11:31
Her:
Hahaha

11:31
Me:
for the beautiful things
and the ugly things
warts and all

11:32
Her:
That’s so nice to hear
I like that
And it is a rare thing to hear someone say that he/she considers German to be a beautiful language …. most think it sounds too hard and aggressive …
I don’t know … I mean I can’t tell, cause I grew up speaking German and I don’t know how it sounds to foreigners
I’m proud of Germany nowadays
I think more my grandparents and my parents generations are the ones who have problems with being proud, because they were more affected by the war … my grandparents directly and my parents were always told not to be too proud of Germany ….
But that has changed now… for my generation the war is quite far away, so it doesn’t affect us that much anymore

11:40
Me:
Fuck the people who say you should not be too proud of being German
They want to hold you down for whatever reason.
If a child commits one bad act in their life

11:40
Her:
Hahaha xP true

11:40
Me:
a horrible act
are the a bad child?
what if this child has done many good things in its life and never did something like this before?
does that one bad act make it a bad child?
Germany has been around since 1871
and Germans have been around since the Holy Roman Empire
12 bad years out of a thousand, does not a bad or evil people make
I am not catholic
but
Jesus did say – let he hath committed no sin throw the first stone
who hath*
No one is without sin
The Americans exterminated the Indians
The Turks genocided the Armenians
The Russians had pogroms – literally groups of peasants going around to kill Jews
In ancient times, the Jews themselves genocided peoples to reach and secure their “Holy Land”
The English, Dutch, and Americans had slaves
and other nations too
the Belgians massacred Africans in Congo

11:44
Her:
Spanish conquered Mexico and Southamerica and killed the Indians

11:44
Me:
Exactly.

11:44
Her:
You’re right
Horrible things have happened through history all over the world (sadly)

11:46
Me:
In history classes it was taught that WW2 was caused by how the allies handled WW1
denegrating Germany
making Germany responsible for paying off war reparations
making Germany responsible for the war in the first place
punishing Germany with occupation
and a pitiful military with which to “defend” itself
and what did they do after WW2?
War Trials
Denazification

11:47
Her:
Yes, part of the reason …Germans were pissed
Yeah…

11:47
Me:
Deported many Germans to Soviet Gulags
Crushed the Germany spirit
and made Germans ashamed of being German

11:48
Her:
Hmmm..

11:48
Me:
What of the Germans who were born after the war?
Did they choose to be born German?
How can you be ashamed of something over which you have no control of?
How can you be penalized for such?
Do we get mad at disabled people for being disabled?
Do we tell people who were born deformed that they must be ashamed of being deformed?

11:50
Her:
Well of course not..

11:50
Me:
So why make Germans ashamed of being German?
So why should Germans not be proud of being German?

11:51
Her:
There is no logical reason for that

11:51
Me:
Surely being proud of being German is different from “being proud” of the 12 bad years
Exactly.
Fuck the people who tell you to not be too proud.

11:51
Her:
Yes, big difference between does two

11:51
Me:
“Fick dich – ich bin stolz Deutsch zu sein”

11:52
Her:
Hahahaha XD
Exactly ;D
But still sometimes if you say that too much some parts of the society will call you a Nazi that’s annoying

11:53
Me:
Fuck them too

11:53
Her:
Hahaha

11:53
Me:
I am American
Yet I am proud to have German blood
What will they say to that?
My answer will remain the same
“Fick dich – ich bin stolz Deutsch zu sein”

11:54
Her:
Hahaha I don’t know XD
Hahaha
Good good ^^

11:55
Me:
I have to go get lunch and get to work
Talk to you later

11:56
Her:
Haha alright
Mein kleiner Deutscher
Bye bye
Per Handy gesendet
Wähle ein Emoticon

~Wald

P.S. The video above was from a youtube playlist. Here’s the link: It doesn’t embed well, unfortunately.

We Watch Too Many Goddamn Movies

I was talking with my roommate the other day about how we both miss Berlin. We got to the subject of watching German TV, where I mentioned Tat Ort, a show the Germans love to watch on Sundays.

Apparently we both like the same German TV shows. He remarked that they were predictable.

Yeah, it’s because we watch too many goddamn movies“, I said. “Surprise! Another plot twist I did not see coming! Oh my…the foreboding character turned out to be the evil one!

And then it hit me. This is how older people see life. They’ve seen all the movies, tv shows, an have got the t-shirt[s] for it. They’ve seen nearly all the plot twists.

When my friend recounted how he told his grandfather that he wanted to study abroad in Germany again, his grandfather replied, “You can’t bullshit a bullshittter“. They both knew that my friend wanted to see a special lady again.

When i told my father, last year May, that I didn’t want to go to Munich to see the Zugspitz, he told me a while after about a phone conversation he had with my brother over the phone.

Summed up in one sentence?

It’s either girls or money.

He was 100 percent right.

As I get further along in my journey, through the accumulation of my own experineces and hearing the experiences of others, I’m starting to see more plot twists coming than I’d ever think I could. Nowadays I’m most right when I venture a guess. And the one plot twist I never saw coming is that sometimes I wish I wasn’t.

~Wald

The 18, 40, 60 Rule

I am a completely different person now compared to who I was two years ago. And even then I was completely different person then compared to who I was two years further. I got to where I am because I know that I don’t have all the answers. When I ask for advice, I take it and use it as much as I can. I am where I am, because I’ve taken counsel of my father, brother, friends both in real life and on the manosphere (and I’ve been reading for two years longer than I’ve been blogging).

When I speak with people, they often guess that I am older than I really am. In person the guesses range between 5 to 7 years older than I really am. On the phone, sometimes the guesses get up to 19 years off base. I like to think this is because I have internalized advice I’ve sought for to the point where it is a part of me. Sometimes when I speak, I channel exact words my father once spoke to me. Other times, when I speak, I might as well being holding the Ace of Spades in my hands.

So let me share a piece of wisdom my father once share with me. It’s called the 18, 40, 60 Rule.

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At 18 years old, you’re unsure of the world and as such care what other people think, and act accordingly.

At 40 years old, you decide that you don’t give a damn what everyone else thinks, you’re going to do what you want!

At 60 years old, you realize, no one was thinking about you anyway.

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What part of the rule are you?

~Wald

80 Proof Playlist

80 Proof Playlist (SBP)

I’ve been reading Ace’s blog seriously since sometime February last year. I enjoy what he has to say and find myself going over old posts every now and then. Another thing that really keeps me coming back is the music. He picks songs for each new post he makes and they all have relevance to the issue at hand. Listening to the songs enhances the reading experience immensely.

Also – Ace has fantastic taste in music. So without further ado – I present the 80 Proof Playlist: 72 of the best* songs. Here it is on youtube.

  1. “Good God, you’re coming up with reasons; good God, you’re dragging it out…” (Seether – Fake It)
  2. “If my heart were still alive, I know it would surely break…” (Megadeth – A Tout Le Monde)
  3. “It’s unlikely the world will end tomorrow-“ (Soundgarden – Black Hole Sun)
  4. “How will I know that you’ll be good, doing the things you know you should?” (Dommin – My Heart, Your Hands)
  5. “Shhhhh, it’s Ok; it’s just me.” (Panzer AG – Monster)
  6. “Open up your eyes…” (Tonic – Open Up Your Eyes)
  7. “Are we having fun yet?” (Nickelback – You Remind Me)
  8. “…no one cares in this world; where a girl loves a boy…” (Alizee – La Isla Bonita)
  9. “…but it wasn’t because I didn’t know enough…” (Gnarls Barkley – Crazy)
  10. “Two packs of cigarettes a day; the strongest whiskey Kentucky can make…” (Shinedown – What a Shame)
  11. “Trust I seek and I find in you…”  (Apocalyptica – Nothing Else Matters)
  12. “C’est pas ma faute..” (Alizee – Moi Lolita)
  13. “…to take us out of the dark…” (James Brown – It’s a Man’s Man’s Man’s World)
  14. “…brought way too much baggage.” (My Darkest Days – Porn Star Dancing)
  15. “Keep fighting ’til the end and past the end you’ll be strong.” (Shawn Lee’s Ping Pong Orchestra)
  16. “…but I feel none.” (Wolfsheim – Find You’re Gone)
  17. “Hey, son, I never told anyone…” (Charm City Devils – Devil is a Woman)
  18. “If you like to gamble, I tell you I’m your man…” ( Motörhead – Ace of Spade
  19. “I can hardly hear you say ‘What should I do?’; Well, you choose…” (JET – Look What You’ve Done)
  20. “And you got high on every little game…” (The Civil Wars – The One that Got Away)
  21. “…’Cause my shackles, you won’t be; my rapture, you won’t believe.” (Vertical Horizon – Shackled)
  22. “Just like smoke that fades and makes no sound…” (Shaman’s Harvest – Broken Dreams)
  23. “Hang my head, drown my fear; ’till you all just disappear…” (Chris Cornell – Black Hole Sun)
  24. “…it’s telling me all these these things you would probably hide.”  (Saliva – Always
  25. “This state is elevating as the hurt turns into hating…” (Korn – Here to Stay)
  26. “…I can see you’re out of aces; for a taste of your whiskey, I’ll give you some advice.” (Kenny Rogers – The Gambler)
  27. “I don’t know if I’ll cry; I don’t know if I’ll die laughing.” (Bad Company – Gone Gone Gone)
  28. “Do your demons – do they ever let go?” (Dio – Rainbow in the Dark)
  29. “The kitchen counter is a bad reminder of a better time…” (Thornley – So Far, So Good)
  30. “So much for your high-brow, Marxist ways…” (White Town – Your Woman)
  31. “What a wicked thing to say… (This world is only gonna break your heart.)”(HIM – Wicked Game)
  32. “Your membrane will be soft and smooth and your heart will be mine…” (Greenskeepers – Lotion)
  33. “The judge said ‘This man’s a danger to humanity’…” (Bad Company – Burning Sky)
  34. “What she said was not for the job or lover that she never had…” (The Smiths – What She Said)
  35. “Any love I gleaned from you, I had to beg, steal, or borrow…” (Oinomancer – Quake)
  36. “Just like every cowboy…” (Poison – Every Rose has its Thorn)
  37. “Promise me nothing; live ’til we die…” (Motörhead – Love Me Forever)
  38. “…every vow you break; every smile you fake…” (The Police – Every Breath You Take)
  39. “…because you know sometimes words have two meanings.” (Led Zeppelin -Stairway to Heaven)
  40. “But I’ve been waiting for this moment for all my life…” (Phil Collins – In the Air Tonight)
  41. “When all in all we’re just like you…” (Spacehog – In the Meantime)
  42. “And I have all the time in the world – to make you mine…” (Depeche Mode – It’s No Good)
  43. “And I will plead no contest if loving you’s a crime…” (Motörhead – One More Fucking Time)
  44. “I dare you to call my bluff; [I] can’t take too much of a good thing…” (Halestorm – I Miss The Misery)
  45. “Don’t forget this fact – you can’t get it back…” (J.J. CALE – Cocaine)
  46. “They’re sharing a drink called loneliness, but it’s better than drinking alone.” (Billy Joel – Piano Man)
  47. “I try to convince myself that the plane is not gone.” (Slaughter – Fly to the Angels)
  48. “…saeclum in favilla” (Mozart – Requiem in D minor)
  49. “There’s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home…” (Six:AM – Life is Beautiful)
  50. “This will never end ’cause I want more.” (Fever Ray – If I had a Heart)
  51. “Forever in debt to your priceless advice…” (Lana Del Ray Cover of Nirvana – Heart Shaped Box)
  52. “But I can’t fix you and you don’t want me…” (She Wants Revenge – Someone Must Get Hurt)
  53. “…you feed it once and now it stays…”  (Metallica – Until it sleeps)
  54. “In the dawn, I wake up to find her gone and a note says:”  (Tito & Tarantula – After Dark)
  55. “Trust me and take my hand; when the lights go out, you’ll understand…” (Three Days Grace – Pain)
  56. “If I can’t swim after 40 days…” (Jars of Clay – Flood)
  57. “Singin’ the blues while the lady cats cry..” (Stray Cats – Stray Cat Strut)
  58. “…if you will please, move in closer…” (Saliva – Ladies and Gentlemen)
  59. “…telling tales of drunkenness and cruelty…” (The Kinks – Sunny Afternoon)
  60. “…you wouldn’t stay with me if something better comes along…” (Wolfsheim – Find You’re Here)
  61. “The look on your face don’t deceive me; I told you before, so believe me…” (KLOQ – We’re Just Physical)
  62. “…Tell me, mother, will I die?’ ‘Yes, my child, and so shall I’…” (Chris Isaak – Black Flowers)
  63. “…heroin drip, no more so…” (Selena Gomez – The Heart Wants What It Wants)
  64. “…when the band plays Hail to the Chief, they point the cannon at you…” (Creedence Clearwater Revival – Fortunate Son)
  65. “…a hell of a revelation too sudden and insidious to escape…” (Rob Dougan – Clubbed To Death
  66. “You thought you made a man, you better think again…” (Audioslave – Show Me How To Live)
  67. “When your line is crossed, I get off…” (Halestorm – I Get Off)
  68. “Now I bleed for you; burn for me…” (Type O Negative – Blood And Fire)
  69. “Arm yourself because no one else here will save you…” (Chris Cornell – You Know My Name)
  70. “Don’t care if he’s guilty; don’t care if he’s not…” (The Civil Wars – Devil’s Backbone)
  71. “That’s why I cut you just to heal you.” (Hugo – Hurt Makes It Beautiful)
  72. “I just wanna lay here and let myself die…” (DMSLT – A Pale Horse Named Death)

Please enjoy responsibly.

~Wald

*My opinion

Infinite Loop

Eugene Onegin will be a Ghost of your Player Past

For Russian class, I am to learn the story of Eugene Onegin, a classic Russian tale written by Pushkin.

Because I am not yet competent in Russian, I simply read the summary off Wikipedia:

“In the 1820s, Eugene Onegin is a bored Saint Petersburg dandy, whose life consists of balls, concerts, parties and nothing more. One day he inherits a landed estate from his uncle. When he moves to the country, he strikes up a friendship with his neighbor, a starry-eyed young poet named Vladimir Lensky. One day, Lensky takes Onegin to dine with the family of his fiancée, the sociable but rather thoughtless Olga Larina. At this meeting he also catches a glimpse of Olga’s sister Tatyana. A quiet, precocious romantic and the exact opposite of Olga, Tatyana becomes intensely drawn to Onegin. Soon after, she bares her soul to Onegin in a letter professing her love. Contrary to her expectations, Onegin does not write back. When they meet in person, he rejects her advances politely but dismissively and condescendingly. This famous speech is often referred to as Onegin’s Sermon: he admits that the letter was touching, but says that he would quickly grow bored with marriage and can only offer Tatyana friendship; he coldly advises more emotional control in the future, lest another man take advantage of her innocence.

Later, Lensky mischievously invites Onegin to Tatyana’s name day celebration promising a small gathering with just Tatyana, her sister, and her parents. When Onegin arrives, he finds instead a boisterous country ball, a rural parody of and contrast to the society balls of St. Petersburg he has grown tired of. Onegin is irritated with the guests who gossip about him and Tatyana, and with Lensky for persuading him to come. He decides to avenge himself by dancing and flirting with Olga. Olga is insensitive to her fiancé and apparently attracted to Onegin. Earnest and inexperienced, Lensky is wounded to the core and challenges Onegin to fight a duel; Onegin reluctantly accepts, feeling compelled by social convention. During the duel, Onegin unwillingly kills Lensky. Afterwards, he quits his country estate, traveling abroad to deaden his feelings of remorse.

Tatyana visits Onegin’s mansion, where she looks through his books and his notes in the margins, and begins to question whether Onegin’s character is merely a collage of different literary heroes, and if there is, in fact, no “real Onegin”.

Several years pass, and the scene shifts to St. Petersburg. Onegin has come to attend the most prominent balls and interact with the leaders of old Russian society. He sees a most beautiful woman, who captures the attention of all and is central to society’s whirl, and he realizes that it is the same Tatyana whose love he had once turned away. Now she is married to an aged prince. Upon seeing Tatyana again, he becomes obsessed with winning her affection, despite the fact that she is married. However, his attempts are rebuffed. He writes her several letters, but receives no reply. Eventually Onegin manages to see Tatyana and presents to her the opportunity to renew their past love. Does he desire her only for her wealth and position? She recalls the days when they might have been happy, but that time has passed. Onegin repeats his love for her. Faltering for a moment, she admits that she still loves him, but she will not allow him to ruin her and declares her determination to remain faithful to her husband. She leaves him regretting his bitter destiny.”

The story I imagine might resonate with most “players” out there. Due to our modern world with shrinking borders and ever improving means of transportation, the average player may have up to three or four Tatyanas in his life.

Know yourself, that you may identify what it truly is that your heart desires, and you may learn your lesson before your last Tatyana marries and sets up a wall through which you’ll never pass.

Otherwise, like Scrooge, you may find yourself so lonely that your only friends will be the ghosts of the past.

~Wald

Poem of the Week: Why I Write Letters

“Put your mind at ease and now speak,

Or forever, hold your peace.

Because of that distance, forbidden to speak,

At the end, there’s no peace to seek,

Say it if you must, but make it brief,

To hold words unsaid can cause the utmost pain,

Because time will go by and it you cannot regain,

But like a picture, words can create a timeless domain,

To behold them is to briefly a past, attain,

For In letter form, memories do their best to remain,

That they not get washed away, like tears in the rain”

~Wald